Thursday 17 May 2012

Rage

I wait.. Its not too long before a wave of madness gushes through me. Its like a tsunami.. waves upon waves who want to destruct.. At that moment.. anything in my hands or close to any part of my body can be fatal or destroyed. The cellphone can go on your head. I'll just throw the laptop on you. The table will be brutally thrashed into pulp. Gimme a hammer and i'll put Thor to shame. I could just demolish any existence of matter around me. Its not just anger, its Rage. The Hyde in me that doesnt want to hide. It wants to show the monster I can be and how anyone should be scared of it. You. Better. Be. $#!T Scared.

And then I grind my teeth.
Make a fist so tight that my nails painfully dig into my sweaty palms.
Tell myself that destruction will only make me pay (again!).
Force a countdown in my head.

And then I collect the pieces left stranded ashore, washed by the tsunami.

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